this morning...i was reminded of how undeserving of God's grace n love i am... without God, dai xuan won't b shai...a gift...(not being bhb here...it's juz i'm sure e past selfish me will definitely not b a blessing to pple around me)... without God, dai xuan won't b so much more confident n secure...i'm still a work in progress though...means sometimes, i still get insecure n still belittle myself n all...but God never fails to step in n correct my thinking... without God, dai xuan won't ever have e courage to talk to so many pple...including strangers on e streets... without God, dai xuan won't b able to stand on stage to sing to so many pple... without God, dai xuan won't b able to experience wat it means to have joy in blessing others w wat she has...n also e joy of sharing...
all in all, without God, dai xuan will not b e shai whom u c today... probably, i'll still b e gal who hides in e corner n blends into e wall, den cry secretly everyday coz she always finds some1 else who is better den her in e things she's gd at or she can't handle e stress n problems in her life etc...
