yest was a scary yet exciting day for me...hee...muz note down e date 26 july '08...coz this is e day when i did my 1st song presentation ALONE!...
i sang "the real me" by natalie grant...think God is really very gd to me coz this is a song tt really speaks of how i feel towards God...hee...u can find this song on this link... http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DcWQIsG9Rqw...n here's e lyrics...
The Real Me Foolish heart looks like we're here again Same old game of plastic smile Don't let anybody in Hiding my heartache, will this glass house break How much will they take before I'm empty Do I let it show, does anybody know?
But you see the real me Hiding in my skin, broken from within Unveil me completely I'm loosening my grasp There's no need to mask my frailty Cause you see the real me
Painted on, life is behind a mask Self-inflicted circus clown I'm tired of the song and dance Living a charade, always on parade What a mess I've made of my existence But you love me even now And still I see somehow
That you see the real me Hiding in my skin, broken from within Unveil me completely I'm loosening my grasp There's no need to mask my frailty Oh,Cause you see the real me
Wonderful, beautiful is what you see When you look at me You're turning the tattered fabric of my life into A perfect tapestry Oh I just wanna be me I wanna be me
But you see the real me Hiding in my skin, broken from within Unveil me completely I'm loosening my grasp There's no need to mask my frailty Oh,Cause you see the real me And you love me just as I am Wonderful, beautiful is what you see When you look at me
yes!...go ahead n take tt mask off shai!...b comfortable abt who u really r...u have wasted 17 yrs trying to put on a facade, pretending to b e ms.know-it-all...don waste any more time le!...:)
hee...some pple i want to thank for making me feel less scared:
shannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... thank kew for believing in me tt i can hit tt note for e "see" in e chorus...wo u saying, "i'm sure she can hit it de...juz tt she's not letting it out!...", i think i'll have phobia gg to e chorus... thank kew for staying backstage w me n praying for me tog w a hug...hee...really helped to calm me down a little...hee...thank kew for knowing how i felt when i sang e song for 1st service...n juz letting me cry all i want so tt i don feel so emotional for e 2nd service n lose control of my voice again... all in all, thank kew for being dere...:)
joyce mamaaaaaaaaaaaa... hee...knowing tt u r always dere in e audience to support me really gives me courage to sing...hee...thank kew for cheering for me...ur voice really super loud...i can hear u fr e stage!... hee...thank kew for always believing tt i can do it de...:)
jiaminnnnnnnnn... hee...thank kew for wanting to give me a face-to-face prayer on sat b4 my performance...den when i said i was more hungry den nervous, u even wanted to buy food for me...hee...really warmed my heart to know tt u care so much...:)
sally galllllllllllllllllllll... hee...thank kew for making a trip to youth service to hear me sing...hee...u can b my faithful fan...next time i singing again, u also muz come listen oki?...hee...but this time muz msg me where u sitting so i can look at e right place...hee...so happy to see u in le meridien!!!...u r still e same sally gallllllllllllll...:)
qian jin n gwen... hee...know tt u all r probably more scared den me when i'm singing on stage...hee...scared i will break down or sth right?...hee...juz want to say...thank kew for believing in me n giving me encouragements n pointers...tt really gave me a lot more courage den i have in me...:)
thank kew ruizhen for helping me w image...hee...i muz have given everybody a shock when i wore my white dress w a white cardigan...hee...shai needs to improve her fashion sense...n shan u muz help me!!! :)
most imptly............................................... thank kew God...my dear papa...hee...u have been preparing me to sing this song...hee...sneaky sneaky...but thankful u did tt...thank kew for making me a star...n using my voice to touch pple's hearts...hee...though it's very scary...but God, i'm gg to say...use me!...i want to work hand-in-hand w u to build ur kingdom! :)
dear God... i want to pray for e jc central pple...God i pray tt u'll continue to strengthen them...replace their defeated spirit into a renewed spirit tt has found peace n strength in u...may u soften e land...open up their eyes so tt they can c where e harvest really is...
