think God has been growing me ever since oasis camp!...hee...in camp, God spoke to me abt purity in heart as a minister...tt as a singer, unless my heart motives are right, God cannot use me to minister to others...so i slowly grow...den even b4 HK LC, God has been telling me abt being faithful with wat i have now...not juz my talents but also the role tt i've been entrusted with now...all along, i tot those were 2 different things...
buttttttttttttttttttttttt.......... today, God taught me to look at e 2 hand-in-hand! :) if my motives are right, but i haven't been faithful in protecting my voice n developing it...den even if God wants to use me in ministering in a new song, perhaps my voice is not well-equipped enough to carry it out?... on the other hand, if i have been faithful in my talents n my role, but my motives are wrong...den how can God even use me?...
so...purity n faithfulness both muz co-exist...it's really not easy to do it...but shai is gg to trust tt her big big God will pull her through...:)