it's been super long since i blog le...lazyyyyyyyy...hee... but yest, i had a revelation about the song "promises"...so amazing that i have to blog it down! :) the lyrics goes "i surrender my life to Your ways; i have learnt wat it means to obey"...after i sang these 2 lines, i couldn't help but stop to ask myself, "really meh?" so for the rest of the song, i don't dare to sing anymore...coz i simply can't sing wat i don mean...n if i mean wat i sing, isn't it the same as making the dangerous prayer of "God, use me more"?...muz really stop n think... the song went on to the bridge that goes "singing all Your promises won't let go of me"...talking about God's promises coming to past...tt's much easier to sing, isn't it?...but wait!...the song totally links...coz in order that God's promises come to past, we got to surrender and obey...and when we surrender and obey, God's promises come to past...that encourages us to want to surrender even more and obey even more which leads us back to God's promises coming to past...so this is a cycle... is it possible for us to really come to a point whereby we can surrender fully and willingly?...possible but really difficult...probably will take a long time...so does it mean till we can say for sure that we're ready to surrender everything den we can sing?...of course not...meanwhile, we juz got to sing by faith and by the decision we make to want to surrender and obey...difficult...but shai will try...:)
